That I am the one you love when all we do

When you're around is fight and cuss you

Say you care but can I believe your words

Or are they just another promise that is true

What did I not know

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I never knew

Say I won't lie to you

Not all these words were true

Maybe I should leave you cause I never knew

So is life better than it was with you

Is it so much better with her to do

Can you keep a secret I give to you

I hate this life and you never knew life

Hating all the shit motherfucking idiots

You can't turn my head into the lies

She is one that I despise

Sticking knives into my sides

Full of tears I cry now I want to die

Never knew it hurt so bad it made me so sad

Trying hard not to get mad harder if you lose your dad

So I say dear mother or father

This is your last letter from your slaughter

You say you sacrificed me

Not caring if it's your son or daughter

And now I get louder to scream

Inside your head I climb in your dream

You left me alone to die in my own solitude

Now you sleep

Are you sleep sleep sleep

Wake up and pay attention

And listen me for once in your life

And just start caring for me so I can stop

Going through all of this strife

Pain suffering

I lay awake in my own spit

Dreaming about all your shit

Waiting for a new way

Searching for a new day I

I never knew

Saying I won't lie to you

None of these words were true

Maybe I should leave you

Cause I never knew

Just give it up punk ass

Give it up give it up give it give it

Never sense about my own strengths and weaknesses

Cause I don't accept you and I won't again

You lie and cheat you steal and seek

Great feelings of evil

Tension which I break and grab and choke you with

Now I choke I bleed

I don't care anymore

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